I'm Sad

I'm sad... the one who i always care for.. whom i always believe that he will be my side whenever i needed him.. hurt me so much.. did i done something wrong?? why are you say such things to hurt me so much.. we have know each other for 5 years.. and i appreciate our friendship.. however... u never care about my feelings... you always says something to hurt my feelings.. my pride.. although I'm playful.. but doesn't mean you can scorn me like that...

I like to wear formal wear, dress.. u say me old...
I like to play games, break dance,mix with guys.. u say.. i'm never a girl to u...
I'm sick.. i cant dance anymore.. and that's y i gain weight due to medic & no exercise.. u keep laughing at me every time we meet...

Do u know that.. whenever i meet difficulties.. hard time.. i'll think about u.. wishing u'll at my side support me..however.. i don't think that this will not be happening forever..... as u are the 1 who causing me most pain....

The last time v met..10oct, Saturday.. U almost cause me cry.. but when i remember that u have said that u are afraid of girls crying.. so i hold my tears... but however.. in your heart.. i never is a girl...